Saturday, December 31, 2005
Greek God test
DarKHeaveN's black past on 01:45
DarKHeaveN's black past on 01:45
Friday, December 30, 2005
QuiZ 03
1. Ever been given a ring? from mom
2. Longest Relationship? with Kamil
3. Last gift you received: cash
4. How many times have you dropped your cell? alot
5. Last sport you played? volleyball
6. Things you spend a lot of money on? i-card, load, gift, drinks, TAXI!!
7. Three things you ate last? a bit of chicken, rice and twister fries
8. First thing you notice about the opposite sex? eyes
9. One favorite song: Half Pain [Witch Hunter Robin]
10. Where do you live? Eastwood City Libis
11. High school you attended: SMC
12. Cell phone service provider: Globe-Nokia :
13. Favorite mall store: Greenbelt
14. Longest Job held: 3-4 months?!
15. Do you own a pair of dice? n0pe
16. Do you prank call people? NO.
17. Last wedding attend? uhm... my uncle's?!
18. First friend you'd call if you won the lottery? Chastine!!!
19. Last time you attended church: xmas eve mass
20. Favorite fast food restaurant: McDonald's
21. Biggest lie you have heard? bout my girlfriend having an affair!?
22. Where do you work? nowhere....
23. Where's your favorite place to eat with friends? The Venue
24. Can you cook? yep
25. What car do you drive? how i wish.... †_†
26. Best kisser? partner.............
27. Last time you cried? yesterday
28. Most hated food? gawd men it's veggies!!
29. Thing you like most about yourself? nothing
30. Thing you hate most about yourself? everything bout me
31. Person you want to do in a bad way? O_o
32. Longest shift you have worked at a job? 10am-9pm?! was that long enough?!
33. Favorite Movie? memento mori, wishing stairs, the phone, witchblade, HP, LOTR and many more!
34. Can you sing? yef..
35. Last concert attended? culminating night concert!?
36. Last kiss? .......
37. Last movie rented? dunno...
38. Favorite Alcoholic drink? vodka
39. Thing/s you never leave home without? comb, phone and a bit of cash?!
40. Immediate vacation spot? Baguio or Singapore
DarKHeaveN's black past on 15:38
QuiZ 02
| The Favorites, Have-You-Evers.. and Last Times! Oh, the variety! |
| What is your favorite.. |
| gum: | judge |
| restaurant: | saisaki; delifrance |
| drink: | watermelon shake; vodka |
| season: | autumn |
| type of weather: | neither sunny nor rainy |
| emotion: | blank |
| thing to do on a half day: | net |
| late-night activity: | net |
| sport: | volleyball; badminton |
| city: | makati |
| store: | shopwise [all in one eh] |
| When was the last time you.. |
| cried: | 3pm 12-29-05 |
| played a sport: | last term |
| laughed: | yesterday while watching school of rock |
| hugged someone: | dec 20 |
| kissed someone: | dec 20 |
| felt depressed: | today |
| felt elated: | dec 20 |
| felt overworked: | technoweek |
| faked sick: | dunno |
| lied: | yesterday after starbucks |
| What was the last.. |
| word you said: | hai... |
| thing you ate: | lengua |
| song you listened to: | half pain from witch hunter robin |
| thing you drank: | water |
| place you went to: | villa ronar - terna's debut |
| movie you saw: | chicken little? the fog? school of rock in HBO |
| movie you rented: | can't remember |
| concert you attended: | culminating night concert?! |
| Who was the last person you.. |
| hugged: | partner |
| cried over: | partner |
| kissed: | ....... |
| danced with: | un dance tlga? pasicatchan group.. serious dance is with partner |
| shared a secret with: | chastine |
| had a sleepover with: | joyce doing syanad project |
| called: | mommy |
| went to a movie with: | bro and mama |
| saw: | bro |
| were angry with: | bro |
| couldn't take your eyes off of: | partner |
| obsessed over: | aubrey miles ^_^ |
| Have you ever.. |
| danced in the rain: | yep |
| kissed someone: | yep |
| done drugs: | thrice |
| drank alcohol: | yep |
| slept around: | i guess so |
| partied 'til the sun came up: | yep |
| had a movie marathon: | yep |
| gone too far on a dare: | n0pe |
| spun until you were immensely dizzy: | n0pe |
| taken a survey quite like this before: | quite... |
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DarKHeaveN's black past on 01:25
Thursday, December 29, 2005
QuiZ 01
| Have you Ever...? |
| Played Spin the Bottle?: | yes |
| Toilet Paper someone's house: | no |
| Played Poker with money: | no |
| Gone swimming in a white T-shirt: | yes |
| been tickled so hard you couldn't talk: | yes |
| like someone but never told them: | yes |
| went camping: | no |
| had a crush on your broher's friend: | girl friend, non from the guys |
| walk in the rain without an umbrella: | yes |
| told a joke that NObody thought was funny: | yep.. |
| been in a talent show: | ain't sure |
| started laughing at someone's bedtime: | yes |
| worn somthing your mom didn't appove of: | yes |
| been to a nude beach: | n0pe |
| drank jack daniels: | huh? |
| cursed in a church: | yep! >:) |
| been called a slut for kissing someone: | yes |
| burnt yourslef with a curling iron/straightner: | n0pe.. just a ciggie |
| wanted to be a police officer: | yep |
| dumped someone: | yesh |
| been hit on by someone too old: | n0 d0ubt |
| wanted to be a model: | my auntie wants that before when i was a kid |
| bought lottery tickets: | yep, for mama... |
| made out in a car: | n0pe |
| cried during a movie: | yep.. |
| wanted something you couldn't have: | yep.. =(( |
| had sex on the beach: | n0pe |
| had the drink sex on the beach: | n0pe |
| seen someone shoplift: | yep |
| hung up on someone: | yep |
| yelled at you pet: | yep :( |
| bought a thong when the casheir was a guy: | n0pe.. never wore them.. |
| tried to strip when drunk: | hmmm... n0pe... |
| gotten seasick: | n0pe.. |
| had a stalker: | dunno... |
| played a prank on somone that had them really scared: | yep.. |
| been embarassed by one of your family: | suber.. |
| felt bad about eating meat: | yep.. actually eating anything.. |
| protested: | yep.. |
| been to an island: | n0pe.. i uguess.. |
| been in love: | it hurts men!!! =(( |
| ate jus because you were bored: | yep.. |
| looked at something everybody thought was ugly and said "aww": | yep.. |
| Screamed in a library: | yep.. >:) |
| Made out with a stranger: | n0pe.. |
| Been Dumped: | yesh.. =(( |
| Wished a part of you was different: | yesh!! |
| asked a guy to dance: | i guess so... is mixed group considered?! |
| been asked out by a really hot guy: | dunno... |
| laughe so hard ou cried: | yep.. |
| went up to a complete stranger and started talking: | had a dare.. yesh.. |
| been sunburned: | yep.. |
| kicked a guy in the nuts for being a pervert: | n0pe.. |
| threw up in school: | n0pe... |
| recieved an anonymous love letter: | in HS.. |
| had to wear something you hated: | yesh!!! |
| been to a luau: | huh? |
| say your ex and wanted to kick his ass: | n0pe.. |
| cursed in front of your parents: | yep.. |
| been in a commerical on tv: | n0pe.. |
| watched a movie that made you miss your ex: | yesh.. =(( |
| been out of the country: | yep |
| been honked at by some guy when you were walking down the sidewalk: | yes, it was my uncle |
| won at pool: | n0pe |
| went to a party where you were the ony sober one: | n0pe.. |
| went on a diet: | n0pe.. |
| been lost out to sea: | yep... |
| cheated on your bf: | n0pe.. |
| been cheated on: | yesh.. |
| tanned topless: | n0pe.. |
| been attacked by seagulls: | n0pe.. |
| been searched in an airport: | yep.. |
| been on a plane: | yep.. |
| been pants-ed: | huh!? |
| thown a shoe at someone: | yesh.. |
| broke someone's heart: | i guess so... |
| sung in the shower: | yep.. |
| bought something way too expensive: | yesh! suber! 14K... : |
| done something really stupid that you still laugh about: | dunno.. |
| been walked in on when you were dressing: | by my mom?! |
| ran out of a movie theatre because you were too scared of the movie: | n0pe.. ran after my girlfriend.. yeah.. |
| been kicked out of the mall: | n0pe.. |
| ben mean to someone then instantly wanted to take it back: | yep.. |
| been given a detention on the worst day that you could get one: | n0pe.. |
| done something stupid when you were drunk: | yep.. :-< |
| fell off your roof: | n0pe.. |
| pretended you were scared so you could cuddle up with someone: | n0pe.. |
| had a deer jump in fron of your car: | n0pe.. |
| threated someone witha water gun: | n0pe.. |
| Can you.... |
| Unwrap a starburst with your tounge: | huh? |
| sing: | yep.. |
| open your eyes underwater: | yep.. |
| eat whatever you want and not have to worry: | naaah... quite allergic with some stuffs.. |
| ice skate: | yep.. missing it! |
| sing in front of a crowd: | yep |
| whistle: | yep... not that loud though.. |
| be a bitch at times: | i guess so... |
| do thirty pull ups: | n0pe.. only 20.. :( |
| walkin in really high heals: | i guess so.. : |
| eat super spicy foods: | yep.. |
| skateboard: | slight... |
| sleep with the lights on: | yep.. |
| mulititask: | yep.. |
| touch your nose with your tounge: | n0pe.. : |
| fall asleep easily in the car: | seldom.. |
| do the cotton eye joe: | huh?! |
| play ddr and not fall: | huh? |
| surf: | nope.. wanna learn though.. V_v |
| fit in your locker: | n0pe.. |
| do a split: | when i was in grade school... |
| taste the difference between pepsi and coke: | yep... |
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DarKHeaveN's black past on 05:45
28th of the month
28th of the month...
Well this post should have been done a while ago but haven't finished it yet so here it goes again. Deleted the first draft.
Happy day to me! [
now that sucks!] Was expecting to meet somebody or be with somebody but I guess fate won't allow me. I'm quite rotten here already at the condo. Only thing that quite eases me up is downloading anime mp3s. Thanks to Billy for sharing to me such a wonderful site. Also been collecting
Cho Hakkai images. He's my ultimate favorite actually in anime before I knew
Robin Sena from Witch Hunter Robin. Still ain't contented cause haven't got the Saiyuki series yet. I'm missing this anime so much already. Anyway, what I did today?! Not much... I was planning to go somewhere but I just ended up strolling around here at Eastwood. Went to have my picture [
just 1x1, 2x2 and passport sizes]. Also went to A Different bookstore and bought
The Sandman: Book of Dreams by
Neil Gaiman. It's been a while since I last bought a book that ain't about the craft. Anyway, then went back to Kodak to claim the pictures. I kinda looked like my mom in the picture <
hmmmm......> Back at our unit then online again; downloaded mp3s from Detective Conan soundtracks <
until now>. Anyway, then my brother arrived so gotta leave the computer for his RO mode. Just watched through some channels then 11pm School of Rock at HBO. I really enjoy this movie. Starbucks after then back in front of the computer downloading and updating the site template. As you can see, the lyricsbox in the profile category just expresses what song's dedicated to my mood or to how I'm feeling towards someone [
everyone knows who this is] and at the links you'll notice some updated links of my affiliations. Hope you'll find time visiting my collection site. Just some bunch of literary pieces but also updating it with some other stuffs already. Anyway, not much to say anymore. Just sad I guess. Hope to see him soon. Hope I could still see him after some months. 2005 is ending. Why did I had such an unfortunate year?! [
sigh]
DarKHeaveN's black past on 02:14
3G Mobile
NTC gives 3G mobile permits to 4 companies
First posted 08:23pm (Mla time) Dec 28, 2005
By Clarissa Batino
Inquirer
IN THE coming year, Filipinos won't just be using their cellular phones to text and make calls as the third-generation or 3G mobile services that will be available soon will allow subscribers to make video calls and eventually watch television.
Four companies, including the country's three biggest mobile phone players, have been allowed by the National Telecommunications Commission on wednesday to roll out 3G mobile technology starting 2006.
Once in place, mobile phone companies said that 3G services will give Filipino cellular phone users access to video calls, high-speed Internet, advanced gaming and even mobile television.
The four carriers that received the go-ahead from the NTC were Smart
Communications Inc., Globe Telecom Inc. Digitel Mobile Phils. Inc. (operator of Sun Cellular) and new player Connectivity Unlimited Resources Inc. of former trade secretary Roberto Ongpin.
http://news.inq7.net/breaking/index.php?index=7&story_id=61330
DarKHeaveN's black past on 01:56
Wednesday, December 28, 2005
Rip Off
Rip-off from ate Kurly's blog. Thoughts tidbits:
- dont assume. dont expect. you might be getting it all wrong.
- dont lose hope, but know when to let go.
- letting go is not always a manifestation of weakness. it can also mean strength.
- know when to step back.
- stop worrying. its a waste of time and energy.
- take things one step at a time.
- make time for rest and relaxation
- you cant please everyone.
- the letters in the word LISTEN are the same letters in the word SILENT
- know when to speak and know when to shut up
- learn to love yourself.
- you will not always get what you want, but you'll always get whats best for you
There's this excellent quote at her site. But since I'm not that connected with your God just drop by her site through my links. ^_^
DarKHeaveN's black past on 17:23
Tuesday, December 27, 2005
TV Rating
My life is rated PG.
What is your life rated?
DarKHeaveN's black past on 18:27
MPAA Rating Scale
My life is rated NC-17.
What is your life rated?
DarKHeaveN's black past on 18:13
sterotype anime
Intellect- YOu are REALLY the center of the
universe are you not? Remember that the world
does NOT revolve around you....YOU revolve
around the world. My advice to you is have fun
pwease? But maintain a nice average while
you're at it!
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DarKHeaveN's black past on 17:27
Sunday, December 25, 2005
greetings!
BRIGHTEST BLESSINGS
TO Y'ALL THIS
YULE SEASON!
DarKHeaveN's black past on 00:42
Friday, December 23, 2005
Goodbye my Lover
James Blunt - Goodbye My Lover Lyrics
Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your head.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
I am a dreamer but when I wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bear my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.
DarKHeaveN's black past on 14:11
James Blunt - Goodbye My Lover Lyrics
Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your head.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
I am a dreamer but when I wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bear my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.
DarKHeaveN's black past on 14:11
Thursday, December 22, 2005
just a message
Got this from a dear friend of mine, Ms. Karen Casimiro:
when you're in love with someone, dreaming of a tender touch..yeah, i love you so much.. to be friends is not enough...when you're in with someone, i don't know what to do.. cause that someone is YOU
partner........ take care my dearest friend........ the most precious one for me....
[stop the drama!!!!!!!!!gawd!!!!!]
DarKHeaveN's black past on 01:56
Saturday, December 17, 2005
Failure
try this..
1- Go to www.google.com
2- Type in "Failure", without the quotes
3- Instead of hitting "Search" hit "I'm feeling Lucky"
4- Laugh at what comes up
5- Tell your friends before the people at Google fix it
DarKHeaveN's black past on 17:57
Saturday, December 10, 2005
I'll never be okay
I'm Not Okay (I Promise) Lyrics
Well if you wanted honesty, that's all you had to say
I never want to let you down or have you go
It's better off this way
For all the dirty looks
For photographs your boyfriend took
Remember when you broke your foot
From jumping out the second floor
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
You wear me out
What will it take to show you that it's not the life it seems
(I'm not okay)
I told you time and time again
You sing the words but still don't know what they mean
To be a joke and look
Another line without a hook
I held you close as we both shook for the last time
Take a good hard look
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
You wear me out
Forget about the dirty looks
The photographs your boyfriend took
You said you read me like a book
But the pages are all torn and frayed
I'm okay
I'm okay
I'm okay, now
(I'm okay, now)
But you really need to listen to me
Because I'm telling you the truth
I mean this, I'm okay
(Trust me)
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
Well, I'm not okay
I'm not o-fucking-kay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
(Okay)
DarKHeaveN's black past on 00:02
Friday, December 09, 2005
Hands to Heaven for Dear
As I watch you move, across the moonlit room
There's so much tenderness in your loving
Tomorrow I must leave, the dawn knows no reprieve
God give me strength when I am leaving
Chorus:
So raise your hands to heaven and pray
That we'll be back together someday
Tonight, I need your sweet caress
Hold me in the darkness
Tonight, you calm my restlessness
You relieve my sadness
As we move to embrace, tears run down your face
I whisper words of love, so softly
I can't believe this pain, it's driving me insane
Without your touch, life will be lonely
Repeat Chorus
Morning has come, another day
I must pack my bags and say goodbye,
Goodbye
DarKHeaveN's black past on 23:31
Wednesday, December 07, 2005
Change Scenario
Speechless actually. Don't know if I should be happy or not. Of course sad when it comes to school stuffs. Personal life..... I really don't know. It's like I gave up on somebody and working out some things with another somebody. Already had a choice. That's all I could say I guess. Bid me goodluck I guess. Surely I'll be saying again to myself I should have chosen neither. I'm not playing.... rather taking risks....
DarKHeaveN's black past on 02:05
Monday, December 05, 2005
Deception of Myself
Come to think of it. I go to school for nothing. Today, why am I here? For the project that's hopeless to make me pass. I don't know. I'm just giving it a try. Though hope don't exist within me, I still don't know. Just speechless. Lifeless might be the term. Had a call from my ninang regarding Magick grove. Quite thinking if I would be shifting might as well take metaphysical studies. That surely will help me. At least I know where my life will bring me to. I'm really blank these past few days. Can't really understand a thing. Full of "deceptions"?! I don't know. Deceptions to myself. Trying but never getting anywhere. Hope to see my ninang this friday. Gonna have lunch with her. Missing the old her already. At least someone who quite understands me. Finally. I guess somehow I could talk to her. Whatever..... I still don't know.... What do I know anyway?! Still searching for the pieces of me. Totally lost........
DarKHeaveN's black past on 12:12
Sunday, December 04, 2005
speechless
10 things you like:
1. cats
2. books
3. coffee
4. vodka
5. black
6. pasta
7. alone
8. craft
9. alone
10. music
3 things that make you happy:
1. dance
2. movie
3. DMX
3 things that anger you:
1. bitch
2. stabber
3. nagpapaintay lague
10 things that you hate:
1. PINK!
2. user-friendly
3. programming
4. mustard
5. sobrang baet
6. manhid
7. assuming
8. adik sa laro
9. slow net
10. memorable songs
3 facts about your name:
1. english version ng kamille
2. gurly
3. doesn't suits me
5 facts about yourself:
1. i'm mad
2. moody
3. vain
4. it's very normal na mukha akong galit tumingin
5. 028
2 things you expect (at least for now):
1. pass INTRODB at least
2. go home early tomorrow
4 random thoughts:
1. no load... :|
2. leaving
3. loving?
4. meteing my counselor
Song you're listening to (give singer):
1. life - our lady peace
Time:
1. 22:10
DarKHeaveN's black past on 22:03
bothered
It's been some time since I really updated this site.... for now, I don't know how to describe my life. It's like I work so much but everything's useless. It's like giving too much effort but then really giving nothing. Keeps on waiting on something but what is it? Wanting to continue living but ending up risking myself. Can't seem to understand anything even my own self. Aware of what I need and things to pursue but not focusing on them nor working enough for them. Why being such a jerk on things that I shouldn't be? By the end of this term, I don't know if I'm already prepared enough to face the possibilty of something I never thought could happen. How can I go on? Feeling of being surrounded with so many shoulders to lean on but really having none. Grasping on something that never really existed. Pre-occupied of so many things that I can't even move already. Trying to pick up the pieces of me but ending up scattering them farther. I need hope but is there such thing for me?
DarKHeaveN's black past on 20:53
